DID I????

When I write blog most of the time are I not good, sad or somethings bad. These day i not happy. This is my feeling cannot compare with others. I very angry . Did i do wrong to you?
i just only ask can you help me? But u say is not my job but is you too. Is sound like i didn't do anythings and keep asking u do... I'm sorry about that... You have to know that most properly you are using and not at home the all day expet at night. Only you using it, erm... should be most of the time you are using it. Did i asking you to clean up are wrong??? WHY? You dn't like A clean house? I very tired already!!! In the early morning i have to go to work! At the office got a lot of working. Do you can feel it? I think you all cannot feel it at less you become like me... At night have to study. When on the wayback home , i need to be more care aroung me... Sometime i along and dnt hv bus... Do u knw that time i very scare and feel need ppl ? you all ppl think i like to be along ? But you all wrong.... Now my feeling just like i very along and no one understand about me and what i do ? You all just only saw me with a :) face.
No friends can let me talk. When i wnt to talk you all just dnt wnt listen or got other things to do.... i feel like everyone see me like invisible... did i do wrong to you all WHY u all needto be like that... i wnt quit of this life!! when i write this blog i knw ppl will say why i like that!! but do u think not true? got time you all do wht? NOW feel along , no one understand about me !!! feel tired and hate these kind of life!!! Now i think i dnt wnt care about anythings !!!! I'll will keep quite until you all realise it!! That all dnt say i dnt care !!!